Depressed .

I really feel like giving up at some point of time during the project, my friend just simply pull and drag me onto doing it, yakking me to plan meet up dates, giving me a sense of urgency, etcs. However I feel that my efforts may not pay off eventually, because despite doing so much they do not take most of the things into consideration. I rather do it all alone, so I am able to see what I am doing or to keep the group even smaller and just do a mini project. I really do not think I can handle a team of people, getting everyone to work together to achieve something. This simply just drives me crazy because the fact that things aren't going my way and the result was not what I expected. 

This project actually made me realized a lot. About people and about life. Life is never fair, the word 'fair' shouldn't even exist. The second when you are born, it's already unfair because some baby are born into rich family while others are poor. The same thing goes for this damn project because people all get the same grades even if some did more than other, end up they just look at a part of it to grade it. People -  are more about communication, I think I have communication barrier. I feel really really exhausted when it comes to getting everyone together to do meaningful work, because of everyone's hectic schedules or rather some of their issues. I am really really tired of these nonsense. I just feel really really depress right now, I do not know what to say nor comment anymore. I just want to get over with this and get on with my life.

Feeling about this project is negative, but I learnt a lot even if I failed.  

 Anonymous said on February 4, 2014 at 12:58 AM  

Hi. Don't sad anymore (: cheers up. Press on! Don't give up half way. You are almost there (:
加油!

-stranger that had not talk to you for ages.