想要真正的快乐真的好难
Monday, February 10, 2014 //
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想要真正的快乐真的好难
写这句的原因是因为遇到了困难，遇到看不开的事，遇到困难的人，遇到困难的事……
一切一切的困难自己也不知道要怎样解决
我也不知道别人怎么看怎么讲，就是我已经尽力了
就算可能我的实力不足自己也会因为努力过而感到满足，但是这几个月从来没有开心过
到了最后我只是觉得一切都是一个错误……
很多很糟的心情 都不知道要怎样写
到了最后部落各也都是自己对一件事或人的不满 #_#
Chinese New Year
On reunion dinner days went to boyfriend's house to have dinner as well :). Really happy that I get to spend that day with him.
However, I am a little sad as he can't join me on the first day of Chinese New Year. Second day of Chinese New Year went over to his relative house for house visiting. Although I feel a little awkward but I managed that emotion well and tried to not look bored (I don't know why but when I didn't smile I will look either bored or angry).
& While waiting for boyfriend's friend to go chomp chomp for dinner, I got bored and take lots of selfies again. That's what I always do when I am bored anyway. >_>
After eating at chomp chomp, had icecream. It's damn awesome!
Words are unable to describe how much I love I C E C R E A M S!
Went to boyfriend's friends house as well.
However I am unable to not look bored, because I'm tired that day as well as not being in an awesome mood. What I am able to do was to keep my temper in check.
I feel ultra out of place and awkward as well as I don't know anyone, but I still do not really like the idea of trying to socialize with people I am unfamiliar with. After knowing each and every of their relationship afterwards, I really don't like the idea. It's not I don't like them but I am just uncomfortable, but still have to thank some of them for trying to talk to me and get me involved. :)
I don't know what's wrong with me, but it's been months since I am like that. Perhaps I like to be alone more, just want to drive everyone away and retreat back to my own corner. I still prefer to be kept in my own comfort zone.
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