I can stare at this super long without thinking of anything ;) . 

Have to thank my bbg for accompanying me throughout the day although my mood is like pretty bad.

I feel better in the noon, however during movie it just got worse again. 

Maybe when I am down, I shouldn't be watching any romance movie.  

It will be better if it's gore or scary :) 

I am trying to feel better and to be more happy, I will :) . 

Have to find a proper way to solve things instead of just imagining and assuming. 

I will learn. 

I really hope we will still be like this... 

I can't really answer how much I like him and I like this, beyond words and numerical values to express. 

However, I will not give up.. I hope you don't too. :') 

<3