What I can do is to only try not to think of anything right now or maybe make up a better story and get myself to believe that. From a certain angle, it's fucking dumb. I am like so stupid.

Been hurt and now have to move on.
Moving on is a better choice than being stuck in this stupid corner being / feeling sad.
However for the time being. I will be unavailable. Like really ....
I've been thinking of getting back with my nightlife, alcohols, clubs.... but it's wasting my $ so i dropped that idea.

Maybe studying hard and resting more will be a better choice.
I did really fall. Now I just look at him from afar.
It's sad, but I will not be.

A good thing about this is that, I realised I am still able to think and really like someone.
That's what I doubt myself in doing ever since 3 years ago.
I thought I'm like a stone. LOL