Unsure what has gotten into me these few days. 

Having more and more temporarily mood swings. Of course I don't feel happy being that I need to face all those jumbled up emotions. I don't know what is the cause of it. Perhaps sudden change to my environment or the attention span I am getting. I really don't know. 

I just knew I couldn't be kept inside 4 walls for long, I would go crazy. That's why I wouldn't choose any office job, politics is another burden adding to my abnormal psychological status inside.

Dealing with stuff I did not dealt with in the past. New problem arouse which got me really messy state. I couldn't handle my emotions let alone the situation. The problem had past for few days but I couldn't let go on my end. 

I don't know. 

I feel like I am a car, probably not the best but decent ones. Now I am at my peak therefore expensive to get and I could probably demand for more things like those extra accessories or even put in another engine to make it run faster. However, after few years I will start to depreciate faster than anyone could imagine. Looks, energy will starts to go down at a surprisingly fast rate. Therefore I am a liability rather than an asset as debts will start building up as maintenance work starts to increase. 

Really emotional........

While guys, are like wine. They would only appreciate over the years. The older they get, they would only just taste finer. It will only get more and more expensive.