Along the growing up process , many things are gained and lost.

I don't know what I am thinking, I am just going to sleep.

I am just too tired. I do not even have any rest time and school is fucking horrible.

I hate everything that happened to me. I tried to be happy but I can't.

It just seems that I am the most pathetic person in the world.

" Effort pays off " , I think that's just bullshit.

Fuck you, to whoever that created that.

It will not pay off if it is not even recognized in the first place.