Monday, August 4, 2014 // 0 comment(s)



Things got better slowly at work, in every aspects. 

I once read that exercising generate more happy hormones to keep a person happier. I guess that's just damn true because it really lift the mood especially the result in weight loss :D. 




Done with being lazy. 

Boyfriend complained that I doll myself up when I go out with his mom but not him :x 




Happy that I am finally going to Alive museum. 






14-7-2014
Monday, July 14, 2014 // 0 comment(s)



This negativity. 

My job exposed me to many nasty people be it internal or external. I've thought of quitting and giving up completely even till now when there's a slight mistakes or a complaint. Although I have been in the sales line for 5 years, my skin should have grown thicker. To me, it did. However when I get comments like "If you are making this kind of errors/mistakes, then it just mean you are not fit for this job role. " Normally I know, this kind of words came out because of frustration/anger however it really did impact me quite a fair bit. 


In the past I would have just thrown the whole damn chair or table at the person. Now I have to just swallow the anger and just keep quiet. Definitely not my style, but I can't do anything. Especially to this kind of fucked up people.


After thinking a lot, my conclusion was majority of the customers are at least happy with the service I've provided or praised me verbally. It's just the minority which makes the whole job seems fucked up, but the truth and the fact was they were just fucked up in the first place. Well, I don't deny that Singaporeans are fucked up and those type of people just create more tensions and stress in this society.



I know I can persevere and do anything which leads to the result that I want. In losing weight I did it, even it was difficult and the results are slow but I still did it. So I guess I will never give up that easily for anything that I've set my mind on. 

Giving up are never part of my life dictionary anymore. I will strive to achieve this, no matter how difficult and painful it is. 





I just need to cheer myself up a lot & endure.